Put me a room full of competitors and Ill find myself as alienated as a beautiful butterfly in a company of wasps (FYI: I am the butterfly).

Right frm ven I was a child, I never understood wot I had against competition. It was never that I lacked merit or cud not compete... But I never WAS satisfied by winning one. If some1 stood in front of me challenging me 2 do something, Id rather step down n let him take credit whilst being content 2 kno that MAYBE I cud beat him!! I gave up the position of being a GS in college for crying out loud!!

I guess the sentiment stems from the fact that I hav always and still operate on the sole purpose of satisfying just 1 person.... me (really selfish I kno ;))

Now if u ppl r vondering y I suddenly brought out this topic... well, I have been following this other blog for quite some time now... and its happened more than once that Im thinking of something to write about n ter it is... exactly the same thoughts on this other Blog!! And M always dumbstruck n vondering... Just how the hell can some1 think so much like me??. And as I wud naturally act, I resign n choose 2 change topics.. off course with the most pathetic results!!

And now Im wondring.. I shud just stop Blogging n mayb redirect u 2 this other blog... Check it out (http://reshmasanyal.blogspot.com/).

Man IS SHE GOOD or WOT!!!

Thnx pal.. Vil surely put those thoughts out sometime.. In My Style

Well, you r not the only butterfly. I have known a lotsa them.

Competition has got smthng to do with 'E G O' , and I feel butterflies have enough required to sustain.. and thts the reason they are happy.. with themselves and with others... Always.

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